What I am

What am I?

If I leave no trail-
if my existence dwindles…

Not for me to decide,
or you.
Or him, or her
or them.

I am human-

Grass between toes

Fire consuming heart

Water racing in veins

Air inflating lungs

Life is in me.

ink

I don’t write poetry-

My heart pumps ink through my veins and it bleeds out of my fingers to fill an empty page.

burden

when I met you
I thought you were nice enough
we could help each other out
a casual friendship
such as you’d have
with your favourite barista

but since having the unfortunate opportunity
to get to know you better
I realise that
you’re just fucking annoying

so misguided is your over-confidence
I loathe every single second
that I have to bestow pleasantries upon you

with every smile on my face
comes a vibrant thought of disgust
though you’re too thick to realise it

oh, sorry.
I don’t mean to be a bitch, it’s just

Unavoidable dislike leaves such a bitter taste.

the roaring

it roars in my ears
hollowed out by ungrateful sentiments
given rise by prolonged hibernation
through a muted winter

somewhere through mischievous cracks
summer is breaking down concrete walls
skipping over spring altogether
greedy in its ambitions to thwart
to consume until it has dominion
no more me-
only it

a serpent famished, starved
hungry for its next meal
slithering over organs
taking them hostage

coiling through blood
white cells crushed like feathers
beneath smouldering boulders

I am washed over in its image
powerless against its frightening ardor
shaking, I will carry out its desire

I sit here- a once benign spark
atop a tank of eager gasoline
waiting impatiently for ignition

Anyone got a light?